I am not THAT desperate

“Unnie misses you too.”

“Isn’t she coming to Korea?”

“Maybe if you ask her desperately she’ll come.”


“I’m not that desperate.”

The crowd went wild and she saw her girlfriend laughing. Her maknae’s face can be seen stunned at first and then she decided to change the topic. 

Her smirk stopped when the livestream was cut. 

What the actual fuck?  Just when things are starting to get heated… 

Her other hand immediately fished out her phone from her back pocket and sends a message to her dear live streamer. 

Why did you stop the stream? 

It didn’t take long until her phone beeped.

Unnie I’m trying to stop a possible world war ll. Besides,  my phone is nearly lowbat. I’m using my personal phone for texting you by the way. Anyways,  I miss you. I will visit next year when I’m free with schedules. Love you unnie ๐Ÿ’•

Ps. Don’t get mad. She’s doing it for entertainment. You know how much she missed you. 

She chuckled at her cute little sister. After typing up her response,  she sent it. 

Aww my poor Yoongie,  it’s okay,  I understand. Please do tell Yuri and Juhyun that I said Hi ๐Ÿ™‚ I miss you too and you’re free to visit anytime. Loveee you  ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜˜

Ps. I’ve changed. I’m not immature anymore but I think a little fun is not bad.  ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™Š

Another beep and she reads the message. 

Aigoo,  our poor leader unnie. Hahaha!  I’ll tell Yul unnie and Seob! I really wanted to chat with you right now unnie but the guard is glaring at me. Text you later ๐Ÿ˜˜

Ps. Don’t be too hard on her ๐Ÿ™‚

Byebye Fanyโ€”unniiieeee ๐Ÿ’•

She laughed at the ps part of her dongsaeng’s message. 

Alright ๐Ÿ™‚ Have fun in the concert you rascal ๐Ÿ˜˜ Text you laterr ๐Ÿ’•

Ps.  I can’t promise you that *winks

After making sure that it was sent,  she lied down on her bed and laughed at her devilish plan that was specially created for her one and only kid leader before closing her eyes and drifted off to sleep again. 


The continuous vibration from her phone woke her up. Blinded by the sunlight that travels from the part where the curtain was pushed aside,  she groaned. 

She stretched, rolled on her fluffy bed and smiled as widest as she can. 

She ignored the vibrating phone after seeing the caller’s name. Jumping off the bed,  she runs and walks her way to the bathroom and does her business. 

Let’s see how far can you go with that ‘I am not that desperate’ shit that you’ve created. 

After some minutes, she went out of the bathroom with a refreshed look and a smirk on her lips. 

“Merry Christmas my dear kids.”

She lifted the two white ball of fur one at a time and gave them kisses. After giving them their food, she got her phone and saw that she has 90 messages and 35 missed calls. 

It was mostly greetings from her relatives in LA but almost 75 percent of the messages came from Taeyeon and the 35 missed calls came from her too. 

So much for not being desperate huh? 

Not wanting to be rude,  she texted back all her relatives the greetings that they deserved. About how much she thanked them for being supportive as always. 

The evil and the angel in her mind is fighting on whether to respond to her beloved girlfriend or not. But after weighing her options,  it’s unfair if she won’t send a message to Taeyeon because all of her members got greetings from her. 

Merry Christmas ๐ŸŽ„ I’m a little busy with moving and family reunion so I’m afraid I can’t respond to your messages asap. 

She sent it without any sweet message or any smileys in it. Unlike the text that she sent to her members. 

She was about to get out of her room when her phone lits up again. 

From Taetae

Are we okay? Merry Christmas Fany. I miss you and I love you ๐Ÿ˜˜

To Taetae

We are okay. I need to go. Merry Christmas again. 

Tiffany walked her way to their kitchen to eat a light breakfast before facing the war later in the party that will happen in her new house. 

She heard her phone beeped again. 

From Taetae

Whatever it is that annoyed you, I’m so sorry Fany-ah… I love you so damn much. Please remember that. Have fun in your reunion ๐Ÿ˜˜

It took all her muscles to stop her from replying asap and just drop the little game that she started.  But in the end,  the devil won. She ignored the message. 


“MERRY CHRISTMAS TAENGOO UNNIIEEE!” Seohyun greeted her right after her hand pulls the door handle. She offered a small smile and greeted their youngest member back. 

“Get in Juhyun-ah”

“Er,  are you okay unnie?” Seohyun asked after sitting down on their sofa. “Merry christmas zero and ginger!”

“I don’t know. Am I okay?” Taeyeon asks herself too. 

Seohyun looked at her gloomy unnie before giving her a hug. “Is it Fany-unnie?”

Taeyeon sighs. She slumped down on the sofa and looked at Seohyun, “I don’t know what happened but I think she’s mad at me.”

“Any reason you can think of?”

“I don’t know,  we’re fine before my last concert… Yesterday morning to be exact but now I don’t know anymore. She’s giving me cold shoulders.”

Seohyun stands up and drag her unnie in the kitchen, “Let’s not be gloomy at Christmas day unnie. Think of that later,  right now I’m hungry.”

“You’re hanging out too much with your Yoona and Sooyoung unnie,” Taeyeon lets herself get dragged by the youngest while shaking her head. 

“Shut it unnie I’m hungry.”


“When will you stop ignoring your girlfriend unnie?”

“Krystine I’m not ignoring her okay,  It’s my first Christmas with the family after so many years so I’m gonna focus here first okay?” Tiffany walks in her kitchen to get the drinks that her cousins needed. Her cousin tailing at her back. 

“Yeah like I would believe that. She just messaged me to check if you’re fine and asked me to look after you.  Isn’t she sweet?” Her cousin looked at her dreamily. 

“Drop it Krys. Just let her bug you or block her if you want. I’ll  talk to her after this.” Tiffany said as she walks out of the kitchen. 

Her steps were halted when Debbie popped out of nowhere with her phone in her hand. 

“Unnie Taeyeon unnie asked if you’re alright. And she said she misses you.” Debbie said then bite at her watermelon slice. 

“Ugh not you too.” The older girl walked out of the room leaving the two girls looking at each other. 

“Uh,  did I said something wrong?” Debbie asked. 

“Nope. Let’s go have fun outside?”

“O-kay? You guys are weird by the way.”

“It runs in the family dumbo.”


Taeyeon posted a greeting in her instagram together with Seohyun. After it was posted,  she accidentally clicked the tagged posts. Oops? It was a restricted place for them. Since those tagged photos means danger,  they try their best to stop looking at that tab. She was about to click the home button when her eyes caught something interesting enough for her to click it open. 

TAE: I am not that desperate. 

Under the caption above the pic was Tiffany’s not so amused face. 

Upon realising the possible reason for her girlfriend’s behavior, she smacked her forehead before turning to look at her dongsaeng. 

“Juhyun-ah did you see Yoona or Yuri doing a livestream during my last concert?” Please say no.. Please… 

“I’m not sure unnie,  I ran down the backstage after some time so I haven’t really saw it.” Juhyun answered as she kept watching Home Alone.

I hope they didn’t… 

“I saw Yoona unnie doing one when it’s your duet with Juhyun unnie. But it was cut before your Merry Christmas stage,” out of nowhere here youngest sibling said that shocked Taeyeon out. 

“Jesus Hayeon! Where did you came from?”

“Uh, probably where you also came from? You know? Umma’s vโ€””

“Jesus s-stop!”

“I know it’s an honor to be called like that but unnie I’m not Jesus. Did you hit your head somewhere?” Hayeon tilted her head to the side before walking her way to the couch with an ice cream bowl in hand. 

“Ugh.. Are you sure it’s a livestream?”

“Yep. Hundred percent sure.” Hayeon answered after getting a spoon of ice cream in her mouth. 

Fuck… I’m dead… 

“Oh shit.” 

Taeyeon glared at her sister for the last word. “Watch your mouth young lady.”

“Unnie I didn’t know Fany-unnie is this hot. I mean all those damn curves. Dang american woman you got there,” her sister whistled while her eyes was staring at her phone. 

“Did you just say something inappropriate to my woman Kim Hayeon?” she stood up walking slowly to her sister. 

Seohyun shrugged her shoulders at the siblings’ talk. Home Alone is much fun than the scene beside her. 

“I think I did. Look.” Hayeon gave her phone to her unnie. “I’m saying the truth you know.”


“Why did she send it to you?” Taeyeon glared at her sister. 

Hayeon shrugs and continues eating  her ice cream.

Beep beep

From Fany-unnie

Since you asked me to look out for her, there she is. She’ll kill me for using her phone but I know she’ll forgive me. Have a Merry Christmas Taeyeon unnie ๐Ÿ™ˆ


Damn she’s definitely drunk for sending it to Hayeon instead of me… I hope she didn’t send it to someone else…. Argh! 

Thinking of the latter made her blood boil. 

Beep beep. 

From Fany-unnie

Omg Hayeon-ah sorry sorry!  Wrongsent okay?  I think I’m a little bit drunk to not notice the ‘little’ in the name. Sorry again. Please delete the photo. Thanks and Merry Christmas! 

โ€”krys unnie

After making sure that she deleted the photo in her sister’s phone, she gave it back to her. “I’ve deleted the photo, it was sent accidentally by Kristine.”

“Okay,  not that I mind but unnie’s really hot!” Hayeon squealed. 

“Yah!” Taeyeon shouted. 

Beep beep

Taeyeon looked at her phone. It was a message from her woman or her woman’s cousin rather. 

Fuckin’ shit you Kristine… 

From Fany๐Ÿ’•

I hope you liked that photo Taengoo unnie. Sorry if i sent it wrong to your sister.

To Fany๐Ÿ’•


From Fany๐Ÿ’•

Unnie hush. She’s in her undies. Besides,  I’ve seen her naked when we’re kids and teens so no sweat. 

Ps. She loves sleeping naked. 



Damn those photos… Makes me want to…  Argh!  Kim Taeyeon stop your pervert mind! 

To Fany๐Ÿ’•

Okay i get it. Now,  get out of our room and lock the door. Sleep in the guest room. Thanks for looking out for her. 

From Fany๐Ÿ’•

No worries unnie. Byebye ๐Ÿค˜

Taeyeon decided to stop replying and then she decided to call someone.


The family reunion went out well. There’s a lot of games for the kids during the afternoon and some games for the adults during the evening too. One by one,  Tiffany’s family members started to bid their goodbyes. 

Kristine was left alone since she’ll be staying for the night. They drank a lot of alcohol which made them tipsy. 

After making sure that the doors were properly locked,  They proceed in Tiffany’s bedroom. 

“Unnie,  spill the tea.”

“There’s no tea.”

“Oh come on,  you know what I mean.”

“Why are you so persistent?” Tiffany grunted. 

Kristine grins,  “Because I’m  a shipper.”

Tiffany gave her a ‘what the fuq’ look before giving her the phone. “Watch the video and you’ll know. Get out of my room after watching,  I’m gonna sleep.”

“You’re so immature unnie. You know it’s for the entertainment right?”

“I’m having my entertainment too. That’s not immature. Get out.”

“Wanna make her change that statement fast?”

That caught Tiffany’s attention, “I thought you said ‘it’s immature’?”

“Oh just shut up,  you know you miss her too,” the cousin moved closer and stripped her top.”

“H-hey what theโ€””



“Hush unnie,  let me search your girlfriend’s contact. There. Wait for her reply. You’re soooo gonna get laid this week.”

Tiffany grabs her phone from her cousin, “YOU SHIT! YOU SENT THE PICTURE TO HAYEON!!”


“Ugh Krys!”

The cousin snatched the phone from her drama queen of a cousin thats currently lying on her bed with her eyes closed. She typed another message to Hayeon to clear the misunderstanding. “Unnie strip your skirt.”

“What now woman?”

“Come on just do what I say,  besides you always sleep naked so don’t complain.”

“Not when you’re here.”

“Argh!” In a split of second, her skirt was discarded from her body.

Tiffany tried her best to cover everything since her devil of a cousin is seriously being a drunk bitch right now. 



“You guys are too boring,” she threw the phone away. “I’m sleeping at the guest room unnie,  goodnight.  Have a good fuck this week!”

Tiffany just smacked her forehead when she saw the messages. I’m in big trouble aren’t I? Goodluck my precious legs, have fun while I can still feel you.




A day has passed. Taeyeon haven’t responded to her messages. It worries her so she texted all her members if they know where the hell is their leader. 

The only one who responded with valuable information was their youngest with,  “UNNIE CODE RED!”

And that’s the time that she realised the fact that she’s definitely doomed for doing that stunt.

Byebye my precious legs. You will be missed. 

A ring from her doorbell woke her up from her trance. Kristine you are so dead when we see each other again.

Her lungs almost gave up on having oxygen when she saw who was at her door,  “T-tae I can explain…”

“You will feel how I, Kim Taeyeon, is soo desperate  to be with you right now Stephanie Young.” 

“It’s Krโ€””

“You. Me. Bedroom. Now.”






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